I've been happy lately, no worries. But i still get annoyed and frustrated alot.
Sometimes i feel like my friends just use me and take advantage of me, and then they just through me out. And then when i need them for something, there seems to be no one there. That's not a friend in my book. In my book, a friend is someone who sticks with you through thick and thin, and who respects you no matter what. I've always tried to be the best friend that i can, but when it feels like you have none, it gets hard, and it changes you. But through this all, i 've made new friends. Not the type of friend that you hang out with everyday and talk about everything with; but friends who talk to you in the halls. Friends who laugh when you fall up the stairs at school. Those type of friends. But sometimes you need someone more than that. And i have realized my true best friend through all of this. God, and my lovely mom. She is always there for me, and she always seems to be there right when i need her most. And i don't always treat her the best i should, but she loves me no matter what. For example; the other day, i was having a terrible day at school. I ate lunch with people i hardly knew, and i did bad on a test, and i was really stressed out...and during one of my classes, i got checked out by my mom. She took me out for ice cream and then we went shopping. It was perfect timing, and i needed that, at that very moment. I love my mom, and i know that she will always be there for me. She is my real best friend(: Thanks mom